The Bug Geek

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Being a grad student is weird

Lately, I’ve been thinking about how weird it is being a grad student.

Not BAD weird (necessarily) but weird, as in, “not like normal life”.  It’s very different from the life I remember when I had a Real Job and worked for the government.  A “9-5″ day does not exist. Neither does a five-day work week.  My time is not really my own, even if it’s mine to manage.  I’m starting to think that time management in grad school is not a mere professional skill that one learns by using day planners and calendars; it’s more like a mystic art form that requires trekking to some sacred mountaintop where you eat only grass and fight ninjas before the Great Secret of Getting Things Done In A Timely Manner is passed on to you.  I blogged/ranted a little more about some of these ideas here last week.

Being a grad student is SO weird, that the experience seems to be almost universal in its weirdness. We’re caricatures, we grad students. That’s probably why I laughed my butt off when I watched this:

Even though that video featured a biomed student, I’m sure I’ve said 90% of those things at some point during my grad programs (pretty much all of it but the stuff about my PI hating me and bit about the lasers – but give it time, give it time – I’m not going to be done for 2 years…no 4…no 6…well, a while anyways. I’m sure I can find a reason to use lasers for something).

The weirdest thing of all, perhaps? Despite the crazy hours, self doubt, failed experiments, writers block, nerve-wracking exams, and uncertainty about the future, I wouldn’t trade it for anything.

Forgotten Photo Friday: death of a butterfly

This photo, while neither compositionally nor technically lovely, captured one of the more dramatic insect-insect interactions I’ve ever encountered:

Polistes sp. with Monarch Butterfly (Danaus plexippus)

A large wasp (Polistes sp.) was dangling by the slender tarsal claws of its two hind legs, clutching a frantic and struggling newly-eclosed Monarch butterfly (Danaus plexippus).  Its wings still soft, wrinkled and useless, the butterfly could do little to ward off or flee from its attacker. It valiantly tried nonetheless, twisting its body and kicking as the wasp hung on with great determination.

After several minutes, the weight and motion of they prey caused the wasp to lose its grip on the blade of grass, and both tumbled to the ground, still in their deadly embrace.  I left the scene then, feeling fairly certain of the butterfly’s fate…

(Photo taken at the Shaw Nature Reserve in Missouri).

A weird, wingless discovery

One thing I love about sorting my trap samples is that I never know exactly what I’m going to see! Add to that the novelty of specimens from the far north, and the inherent diversity of insects, and it’s pretty much guaranteed that I’m going to see at least a few new-to-me species every time I sit down at my lab bench.

This term I’ve had an undergraduate student volunteer, Michael, working with me.  He quickly demonstrated that he’s not only interested but also talented, progressing from sorting to pinning and pointing specimens (a task I’m notoriously anal about and rarely relinquish to others – everything must look *just so* – but Mike has proven up to the challenge) in a few weeks.

He’s also got what I’d call a “good eye”.  While he may not know all the formal taxonomic names or anatomy of everything, he’s been quick to pick up on the visual cues and patterns of different groups of insects, and often points out interesting new things he finds in the samples he’s working on.

The other day, he looked up from his dissecting microscope and asked, “Do all wasps have wings?” He had been taught, you see, that two pairs of membranous wings was one of the defining characters of the wasps he was to extract from his samples.  “This looks like a wasp, but it doesn’t have wings.”  I came over to his station to take a peek and saw this:

Gelis sp., a wingless female parasitoid (Ichneumonidae)

A wingless female parasitoid wasp. Photo by Katie Sim (because I am useless at using our lab microscope camera and Katie can take great photos of tiny things like itsy-bitsy spider genitals. )

I saw that he had correctly nailed this critter as a Hymenopteran, and that, indeed, it had no signs of wings.  In a moment of blinding genius, the first words that fell out of my mouth were: “It’s an ant!”  Then, “No, wait…”  Although the tiny, reddish, long-legged animal did rather resemble an ant, the abdomen, mouthparts and antennae were all wrong. A wingless wasp it was! How cool!  I shared Mike’s excitement over the discovery, as this was a first for me as well.

I did some Googling and Bug Guide searching, and found that a number of parasitic wasp groups had wingless females.  (I also read that many of these were ant-mimics that would sneakily attack ant-tended hoppers and their nymphs, so felt somewhat better about my earlier ID gaffe).  Since there were too many possibilities, I called in the reinforcements: the post-doc in our lab also happens to be our resident wasp expert. Laura kindly agreed to take a look at the tiny critter and quickly confirmed her initial suspicions: it’s a member of the family Ichneumonidae, of the genus Gelis.  And that’s about as good an ID as we’ll get, because apparently the Gelis sp. group is ridonculously difficult to pick through.

As far as their diet goes, Laura had this to say: “They attack a variety of things, generally things in silk cocoons.  So, they can be hyperparasitoids on cocoons of Ichneumonoidea, or primary parasitoids on spider egg sacs or small Symphyta and Lepidoptera cocoons”.  So much for my maybe-it-looks-like-an-ant-so-it-can-attack-ant-tended-hoppers theory.  This wasp’s winglessness may therefore be a reflection of her preferred food sources: egg sacs or cocoons attached to low-lying vegetation are perhaps easier to access by land, rather than by air.  By not “wasting” energy on the development of wings or on flight, the female wasp might be able to devote more energy to the production of her eggs and eventual offspring.

I love this little discovery in part because parasitoids are awesome and wingless parasitods are extra-cool.  But I think I love it MORE because it involved the combined efforts of four people to pull all the pieces together (thanks Mike, Katie and Laura!)

Forgotten Photo Friday: Carpenter ant and membracid

A simple scene, a common sight:

Eastern black carpenter ant  (Camponotus pennsylvanicus), tending to membracid nymph

Dreamy greens embrace a large carpenter ant (Camponotus pennsylvanicus) and its ward (a treehopper nymph – Membracidae) as they mutually enjoy a plant-sap meal.

Happy Third Blogiversary to me!

I opted out of doing a year-in-review-type post in January, deciding to celebrate my blog’s anniversary instead!

This third “instar” feels great.

I think I have finally found a comfortable niche in the big wide world of invertebrate blogs.  I’m enjoying the new weekly”long-form” posts in which I explore different aspects of my life as grad student. I’m think I’m making good progress with my photography.  I’ve reached out to G+, Twitter, Facebook, Research Blogging and a few other spaces in new ways and, as a result, have expanded my readership, as well as my own exposure to great new things to read and learn from.  These three-year-old digs have a new name and a new focus, and gosh, it feels fine.

The cherry on top, of course, is you. Yes YOU. So many great people who I’ve come to know and appreciate. I’ve even met some of you in person, and look forward to expanding my IRL list even further at different events this year. You quiet ones, the ones who show up but don’t comment – I appreciate you too, and I hope you’ve been enjoying this space as much as I do.

Anyhoo, I should probably do at least a little re-cap of the past year’s stuff, eh?  Shall we? I’ve decided to highlight the features that were most often viewed by you, the readers.

Most popular image of the year:

Acorn weevil taking off (Curculio sp.)

Acorn weevil taking off (Curculio sp.)

Hands down, “The Flying Weevil” has to be the winner. It’s been viewed on Flickr almost 800  times, it won me first prize in the Ontario Entomological Society Bug Eye photo contest, it was featured on Scientific American blogs not once but TWICE, and it recently showed up here too. And now I have it on t-shirts and mugs. Oh, also, it is my new header. I love this image, but I also hate it, because I’ll likely never get one this good again. *sigh*

Most-read posts of the year:

These received the most page hits of all the posts I wrote in the past year. I love these top three posts. They manage to span some of my own most important areas of personal interest (my research, my photography, and my online communication activities). In fact, I think they represent some of the highlights of my year.

#1: Why I Spend So Much Time on the Internet

I’m actually pretty tickled that this was the winner – no small feat, either, considering it only went up two months ago! Communicating about science is something I’m rather passionate about (duh) and I love the many ways that online social media facilitate this process! I am thrilled by all the recent buzz about this subject.

#2: BugShot 2011 = Awesome

Alex showing us the diffusion ropesThe photography workshop headed by Alex, Thomas and John was AMAZING. I had way too much fun, took many pictures that I’m proud of, learned millions and met many awesome people.  If you haven’t heard, BugShot 2012 is coming soon to a Florida research/conservation area near you.  Since my student budget is not conducive to traveling to Florida, I am currently crowd-sourcing and selling buggy swag to raise funds to help me get there (I’m already 1/4 of the way to my goal, thanks to many awesome people!).  I really hope to see some of you there!

#3: Mind-controlling beetle parasite

A beetle infested with a Gordian Worm/Hairworm 2This post spread like wildfire and earned me an “Editor’s Selection” nod on Research Blogging. I should have known – people LOVE parasites! They’re so disgusting and so amazing all at the same time! This beautiful beetle (and it’s little friend) came from my trap collections from Iqaluit, Nunavut, and will play a role in my PhD research.
I’m looking forward to many more fun posts and great photos in the year to come!